Trying to stay positive when I feel like I’m only going backwards. My first day back to caribou is tomorrow , I never thought I would go back & now it’s my only option.
My side of the bed sinks down more because I have been so depressed that I just stay in bed.
I’m anxiously awaiting a phone call from my former advisor at the U of M, I need to see if my leave of absence ever went through or if I need to retro-activily do it. I am not even sure if I will want to go back next year but I know that I need to take care of this either way.
I also need to call my doctor in order for her to fill out a form saying I withdrew from classes for health reasons, then maybe the U won’t continue to bill me $6000.
Then I need to call a Caribou that I was suppose to interview at last week but had a panic attack the night before and canceled. So, I need to see if the manager will still interview me & if not it’s time to start calling the Dunn Brothers.
Right now I’m going to take my meds and make a latte.
28mins until the first phone call.
The long awaited phone call was almost pointless, now I have to play the email game with multiple people at the U of M, grrrrrr.
Also have an interview at noon tomorrow for Caribou.
I’m lost, depressed and don’t know what to do with my life.
The only other time I have been jobless was when I was in full-time grad school, which I did terrible at.
I have applied to work at a couple Caribous and a Dunn Brothers, so we will see what happens.